Worn out

I don't post as often as I'd like, but really, my life is fairly boring. I spend most of my time at work, be it my full time job or the part-time one at the local library. This month so far, I've had one day off from either job, and it's looking as if that one day will be my only day off the entire month. I didn't even get any time that day to myself, it was spent with the family at the stock show in San Antonio. I am getting to the point of being completely worn out. I'm not saying that either of my jobs are that stressful or that they are that demanding. That's hardly the case. But, they do take quite a bit of my time. By the time I get home, I am cranky, I don't want to cook and I get short with the kids. It's not becoming. I hate being like this. Eric says to just quit the part-time job, but I do like it. I like having co-workers that I see, co-workers that I interact with and have friendships with (even if I do only see them at work). I like the nice patrons that I encounter.

It's just the time being away from home, the time being away from my family and the lack of time I have for myself-it's wearing me out! It's sad that last night, I had a night to myself, a night to do whatever I wanted, a night to catch up on some stuff I needed to do. What did I actually accomplish? I entered some info into my tax refund thingie online, I ordered a pizza, ate some, and went to bed. Wow, what a life.

Today, I am at work again, always have to be early when I am working on a Saturday, because I have to charge for my service. Today makes 14th consecutive day of work. I know I shouldn't complain, I chose these jobs, and I AM grateful for them considering the alternative. However, I can't continue like this for much longer.