Worn out

I don't post as often as I'd like, but really, my life is fairly boring. I spend most of my time at work, be it my full time job or the part-time one at the local library. This month so far, I've had one day off from either job, and it's looking as if that one day will be my only day off the entire month. I didn't even get any time that day to myself, it was spent with the family at the stock show in San Antonio. I am getting to the point of being completely worn out. I'm not saying that either of my jobs are that stressful or that they are that demanding. That's hardly the case. But, they do take quite a bit of my time. By the time I get home, I am cranky, I don't want to cook and I get short with the kids. It's not becoming. I hate being like this. Eric says to just quit the part-time job, but I do like it. I like having co-workers that I see, co-workers that I interact with and have friendships with (even if I do only see them at work). I like the nice patrons that I encounter.

It's just the time being away from home, the time being away from my family and the lack of time I have for myself-it's wearing me out! It's sad that last night, I had a night to myself, a night to do whatever I wanted, a night to catch up on some stuff I needed to do. What did I actually accomplish? I entered some info into my tax refund thingie online, I ordered a pizza, ate some, and went to bed. Wow, what a life.

Today, I am at work again, always have to be early when I am working on a Saturday, because I have to charge for my service. Today makes 14th consecutive day of work. I know I shouldn't complain, I chose these jobs, and I AM grateful for them considering the alternative. However, I can't continue like this for much longer.

Giving it a whirl!

So yeah, I follow several peoples blogs, some of people I know personally, some not at all. I find blogs very interesting, as you can gain a deeper understanding of where other people are coming from. Sometimes it's very refreshing to find others who feel as you do, some blogs, of course, make no sense at all and end up being like a car wreck on the highway....something that you just can't help but look at. I have to throw it out here in the beginning to anybody who may read this...I am not a writer, never have been, never will be. This is just something that catches my fancy at the moment, and when I update, it will just be random things I think of, or that my kids have done, or a great deal I got shopping. Whatever it is I think to blog about, it won't be grammatically correct or anything of the short I'm sure. I will at least try to make sure the spelling is correct, as that is a major annoyance of mine.

Today I really have nothing to share, just that it's the day I work my part-time job, and I don't look forward to it. I took the job last year, as I saw where gas prices and the economy were going. The extra cash really helped with covering bills...not to mention the job gave me coworkers that I can actually interact with, as my full time job only allows me the opportunity to visit with coworkers (and my boss) about once a month.

Anyway...here it is...a blog by me!